Fuck you

I should have loved myself with the love I gave you.

So I have had a crush on this guy since I was 11. and in February we started hanging out a lot. We ended up fooling around I guess you could say. and I ended up getting super strong feelings, to realize he had a girlfriend.. So that didn’t last very long. I was completely heart broken because he just stopped talking to me. No explanation, no bye, no nothing.. I lost 3 people very important to me right then.. Him and a guy I was seeing, and my first love. It all hit me at once and I had no idea what in the world to do. So I did what I knew what to do best, I gave up… Well, he finally started talking to me again July 24, 2014. <3 It was honestly the best day of my life. I ended up getting into some trouble with my mom and moving to South Carolina with my mom. Well, last weekend my dad went to a mud bog near my hometown, guess who was there? Yep, (: Kris. <3 Friday night he took me to my moms house and asked me to be his girlfriend. I almost peed my self. I had him repeat himself like twelve times cause I didn’t think that was what he was saying. But it was. <3 I love this boy with all of my heart. It took him 5 years, but he finally did it.. <3 But now… I am scared to absolute death that I am gonna fuck this up.. or something is gonna fuck this up… what do I do.. how to stop that from happening? I am so scared…

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